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godream ([personal profile] godream) wrote2002-11-25 03:50 pm

A survey.

Stolen from someone, but I forgot who. Sorry. :)

My Father thinks I am: not enough like he was as a child = not good enough. *sigh* Seeing as I'm already a whole year older than he was when he started attending MIT, yeah.

Mother thinks I am: nearly perfect, except for my messy room. No, that's not true, but -- mature, intelligent, responsible, all that good stuff.

My sisters think I am: in general, not cool enough. Rinoa, Lulu, Selph and Rikku are all entirely occupied with their own social circles. Rikku follows me around when Lulu's not available, but other than that I get the impression I'm the one they try not to let their cool friends know about. Which is ok, sort of.

My grandmas think I am: I'm not sure I'm close enough to either to know for sure, though my paternal grandmother appears to think that as a teenager I'm irresponsible & will do drugs, drink and drive and other Bad Things if she does not warn me off them with cut-out newspaper articles.

My best friend thinks I am: I don't think I can identify one person as my best friend, so I guess I can't answer this one.

+your three best qualities: Intelligent. (Mostly in the Dungeons and Dragons sense of the word: book intelligence, as opposed to wisdom. See next question.) Relatively independent (I'd like to think I'm not a sheep). Willing to help others. Or something; I don't know.

+three worst qualities: second-guessing paranoid low self-esteem (yes, that's all one darn it), overactive guilt, occasional fits of insanely logical apathy. Oh yeah, and total lack of practical sense -- again in D&D terms, wisdom.

+three things you are often complimented for: hair (*sigh*, it's just dead cells), intelligence... and I'm drawing a blank for the third. Maybe listening.

+a compliment you got that made you blush: I blush when I'm complimented a lot. It may have something to do with the overactive guilt thing. Nevertheless I find myself unable to pick one.

+you get embarrassed when: I make stupid mistakes that I shouldn't, I'm uncoordinated, I screw up socially, the list goes on. I occasionally get embarrassed because I got embarrassed about something I shouldn't have gotten embarrassed about. :P

+makes you happy: Video games! Yay! Internet, fast computers, well-written fanfiction (FFVIII especially)...

+upsets you: Seifer, no matter how hard I try not to let him get to me.


Yes or NO....

+you keep a diary: not paper, but this one. :)

+you like to cook: yeah, but I don't like cleaning up afterwards... and there's often a lot to clean...

+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: oh, probably.

+you fold your underwear: nope. Lucky if I fold my shirts before shoving them in the drawer.

+you talk in your sleep: yeah, though more in those strange minutes between sleep and waking.

+you set your watch a few minutes ahead: always. Though it tends to creep even further forwards so it's about 8 minutes off by now.

+you bite your fingernails: all the time, unfortunately. And my cuticles and the skin around my fingernails. Terrible habit, wish I could quit, can't manage to.

+you believe in love: Maybe. Not in my case yet.


last...

x. movie you rented: Buffy the Vampire Slayer

x. movie you bought: Grease Special Edition for Rinoa's birthday.

x. song you listened to: Eve 6's - Showerhead

x. song that was stuck in your head: well, Showerhead is now...

x. CD you bought: Eve 6 - Eve 6 (is this getting repetitive much?)

x. CD you listened to: just guess.

x. person you've called: ummmm... my dad, to tell him to pick me up at work this evening.

x. person that's called you: the library, to tell me I got a job. Yay! :)

x. TV show you've watched: Malcolm in the Middle

x. person you were thinking of: my dad, while answering that previous question...


do...


x. you wish you could live somewhere else: yeah... sometimes... like when it's cold and dreary outside. *glares out window*

x. others find you attractive: I doubt it.

x. you want more piercings: I'd like to get my ears repierced -- one hole ripped so I let the other grow in, but one day I'd like to get it fixed.

x. you like cleaning: NO.

x. you like roller coasters: only if they don't go upside down.

x. ever cried over a boy/girl: does my dad count?

x. ever lied to someone: I try not to, but I have, more often than I care to admit. Haven't we all?

x. ever been in a fist fight: only with my brother. And I kicked his @$$. :)

x. ever been arrested: nope.


What...


x. shampoo do you use: Whatever's around. Last I think was L'oreal Kids Cherry Almond Extra Conditioning.

x. perfume do you use: I don't.

x. shoes do you wear: black with big heels. The tag says these are "Bubblegum" brand, but I really couldn't care less.

x. are you scared of: the dark, a little.


Number...


x. of times I have been in love?: Real love? Never, I think. What I thought was love, but was really just a major crush? Three.

x. of times I have had my heart broken?: Romantically? Never, really. Just gradually got over the guy in question. Sucks for angsty poetry inspiration, I can tell you.

x. of hearts I have broken?: None, so far as I know.

x. of guys I have kissed?: 0

x. of people I've slept with?: 0

x. of people I consider my enemies?: maybe 1.

x. of CDs' that I own?: *considers* Probably between 40 and 60.