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godream ([personal profile] godream) wrote2003-08-24 01:02 pm
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I am so fsking stupid.

First time driving my dad's van. Second time out on the road. I didn't turn nearly hard enough, went way the fsk over the yellow line, hit another car pretty much head on. It wasn't much of an accident -- little damage to either car -- but his airbag went off and I'm told that's five hundred dollars right there. It was entirely my fault, of course, don't exactly need a court to tell you that. And of course there couldn't be a worse time for this cause my dad's insurance is gonna go up and he's already having trouble covering the bills. I'm gonna pay the damage (there go my hopes of stretching my savings for a laptop and a car) which'll be at least a quarter of all the money I have, and @$%^%T#$^%$Y%$@#$#@ I'm so #$%#$% stupid and I really hate myself right about now. Ohhhhhhhhhhh...