whine, moan, complain, etc.

[godream]

Have decided not to apply for the FPOP thing, largely because a.) it's due today, by which I mean in less than an hour and a half, b.) the arts supplement, which has to be mailed, has to be recieved by today and thus is late, c.) really, there are two I might be interested in: creative writing and mechanical engineering, and I suspect I'd get stuck with my second choice in the arts and end spending $250 on something I didn't really want to do, and also that Mech E is really intended for people who are actually going to major in that, which is not I. And though I know I should get on campus early and get to know people... well, I suck, and I'm not going to, because I'm really tired and I'm just happy to have gotten through the housing application before midnight and I want to watch Dead Poets Society before I go to bed, and I'm gonna spend four years there anyways so what's five days this way or that, and, um, so there. *sigh* Anyone want to help me defend my decision to myself? You are not permitted to argue that I should apply, since it'll be too late and you'll just make me feel bad, so please, just don't.