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what are you wearing hmm? --> jeans, black "hard rock cafe tokyo" tshirt, white socks, glasses

your current mood? --> either very sad or very happy, not sure which

whats in your stereo? --> nothing at the moment, actually

after taste? --> that weird feel on your teeth after you drink coke, or maybe it's just me that happens to

make-up? --> um, chapstick?

current hairstyle? --> ye olde practical ponytail

something bothering you? --> only myself

smells like? --> smells like i'm getting a cold

fave artist right now? --> i'm stealing my mother's damien rice cd

and fave group? --> They Might Be Giants, or maybe Me First and the Gimme Gimmes (does it mean something that these are the only caps so far?)

you're reading? --> i'm searching for the second sandman graphic novel (by neil gaiman) to read

fave cd at the moment? --> the very best of cream

current dvd? --> none, but i've got a tape of last night's angel i've gotta watch sometime

color of nails? --> er, kinda pale fleshcolored? translucent so you can see the skin beneath, maybe?

how tall are you? --> 5'5"ish

how much do u weigh? --> my sister guessed 120 the other day. i laughed. she's so sweet sometimes

what you got in that glass there baby? --> echinacea tea

last person you touched? --> mom

you talked to? --> i told eiko to go to bed

last person u hugged --> eiko (if this name is confusing you see that one post from a zillion years ago, i think i've got it in my memories)

IM'd? --> dave

you yelled at? --> zidane, during robotics (see eiko)

and kissed? --> does my mother count?

Favorite

Food --> maple candy

drink? --> eggnog. but starbucks eggnog lattes really suck, don't try them

color? --> fuschia

album? --> haven't we been here before?

footwear? --> black clunky shoes

candy? --> see favorite food.

sport? --> surfing. websurfing, that is. i crack myself up

animal? --> i dunno. emu.

tv show? --> Angel

movie? --> the princess bride

dance? (if at all) --> i don't dance, i stand awkwardly and sway if i'm feeling really into it

song? --> well, now that dana's said little plastic castle it's stuck in my head and i can't think of anything else

vege? --> corn, or maybe carrots

fruit? --> pears, when they're at that perfect point of ripeness

cartoon? --> i don't really know

are you?

understanding? --> yeah, usually

open-minded? --> i'd like to think so

arrogant? --> i have a superiority complex about my inferiority complex

insecure? --> see inferiority complex

interesting --> eh, not really. i don't think so anyways

random? --> often (and the derandomizer is... noone'll get that joke since karen won't read this)

hungry? --> not really

friendly? --> i'd like to be, but too shy

smart? --> more or less

moody? --> oh yes

childish? --> often

independent? --> not for lack of trying

hard working? --> not really

organized? (look at the state of that desk, tutt tutt tutt!)-> at my dad's house there is a pile of stuff on the floor behind my bed that is literally up to my shoulders, does that tell you something?

healthy? --> overweight and underexercised, like the rest of america

emotionally stable? --> what is this stability i hear so much about?

shy? --> painfully, till i get to know you, then i won't shut up

difficult --> sometimes

attractive? --> i wish

bored easily? --> mmm... depends largely on the circumstances. yeah, i guess.

messy? --> gee, no, not at all. *snickers*

can i buy you a drink? --> sure but i think the tap water's free anyways

responsible? --> yeah

obsessed over anything? --> many things

angry? --> at myself

sad? --> blech

happy, ever? --> yes, sometimes

are u a hyper (woooo!) --> sometimes. i'm either insufferable or sleeping

trust anyone? --> a very few

very talkative? --> not unless i know the crowd

are u legal? --> whatever you're asking the answer is no.

who do you want to

kill --> most often seifer

slap --> myself

get really wasted with --> sorry, i opt not to. i'll laugh while you get wasted though

get high with? --> see previous

look like? --> can i pick out body parts like in that one song? ... actually, that's really gross.

talk to offline? --> catherine

talk to online? --> ann


my name is --> alison

in the morning you are? --> math, english, or latin "class", depending on the day

all you need is.. --> oxygen

love is? --> confusing

you're afraid of? --> getting rejected (in about any context)

you dream about? --> most recently? this one guy, but as usual he's taken

nearly done
Who...

makes you laugh the most --> myself, sadly enough

makes you smile? --> rikku

is easiest to talk to? --> mom

DO YOU EVER

sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you? --> yes to part a, not really to part b

save aol/aim conversations? --> twice in my life, i think

wish you were a member of the opposite sex? --> rarely, but i have

have you ever?

fallen for your best friend? --> not really

been rejected? --> in all sorts of contexts

rejected someone? on purpose? --> oh, you mean romantically. er, yeah, i guess so. twice, and i felt bad, but...

used someone --> no.

been cheated on? (aw) --> no.

been the person that someone with a bf/gf cheated with? (aw) --> sheesh, voyeur much? no.

done something you regret? --> Honestly, who hasn't? if you say otherwise, you're lying to yourself.

do you or are you?

smoke cigarettes? --> nope. among many other reasons i'll bet i'm a textbook addictive personality. got the genetics for it too.

could you live without the computer? --> not for long

color your hair? --> once, for a school play

do u speak any other languages? --> "salve, amicae!"

how many peeps are on your buddylist? (honestly) --> 130, of whom i talk to less than 10

sensitive? --> far too much

trust others way too easily? --> i trust peers too easily.

number of?

times you have had your heart broken? --> ha! again many times in many contexts

hearts you have broken? (bitch!) --> none i know of

people you have kissed? --> romantically? none

countries you have been in? --> five

your favourite possesion? --> i'm a material girl, but if forced to choose my stuffed dinosaur littlefoot who i've had since age 2. stop laughing. shut up!!

drugs taken illegally? --> zero

tattoos anywhere on your body? --> zero

piercings? --> used to have my ears pierced, but one ripped and i let the other grow back

tight friends? --> "tight"?? define.

of cd's that you own? --> sixtyish, i think

of scars on your body? (you clumsy idiot) --> many, but most are much faded

the last little annoying bit

I KNOW: that I really really suck

I WANT: to get into MIT

I HAVE: a green and white toothbrush

I WISH: i was motivated

I HATE: more than I wish I did

I MISS: my innocence (ooh, ANGST!!)

I FEAR: the future

I HEAR: the voices in my head

I SEARCH: with google

I WONDER: why

I REGRET: that i can't let go of regrets

I LOVE: creme starbursts. (let's not get too deep here)

I ACHE: but you don't know it

I CARE: more than i should

I ALWAYS: read the last sentence first

I AM NOT: a crook

I DANCE: rarely

I SING: in the shower and the school auditorium

I CRY: easily

I DO NOT ALWAYS: pursue when i should

I FIGHT: meaninglessly

I WRITE: angsty poetry

I WIN: and you lose, neener neener neener

I LOSE: when i'm not good enough

I CONFUSE: half the universe, it seems; the other half has given up trying to understand

I LISTEN: if you need me to

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in the computer lab

I NEED: more than this

I AM HAPPY ABOUT: seeing the play tonight -- it was actually really good