Ugh.

[godream]

Have just finished long private post and long crying jag, the former of which will probably be deleted in the morning because I don't really want to read it again. If possible I'd love to forget feeling so down but, I don't know, maybe it'll help the next time I get the blues or something. In short, it was the following closely inter-related items:
1. Life isn't fair.
2. This sucks.
3. People love people because they do, not because they deserve it. Family especially.
4. In some ways, this also sucks.
5. I really don't like dealing with my little brother.
6. Guess.
7. I think I probably need to get some sleep now.

I'll whine less next time, I promise. Really. Sorry.

ETA: I think nine or ten months from now, I'll be just as stressed-out at the idea of coming back home for the summer as I am now at the prospect of leaving. I'm not sure if I think this is reassuring or what.

Comments

[minttown1.livejournal.com]

If it helps any, a lot of us are there right now. Try not to think too much. Dumb as this may sound, Zelazny is a wonderful distraction, as is Rowling. Do what you have to to prepare, and ignore the rest. It will fall into place.

[godream.livejournal.com]

Thank you. And I actually have a huge stack of library books that I'm reading instead of packing, so it doesn't sound dumb at all. :)